As parents, we are flooded with information these days. There is always new research telling us what foods we need to feed our children, how to get them to reach developmental milestones faster, how to succeed in school and the list of things to avoid grows every day. There are websites, blogs and Pinterest boards with nifty ideas to keep your toddler occupied and talk to your teen. Google provides a seemingly endless list of articles on the pros and cons of just about any parenting technique there is from infancy through adulthood. But it seems like all of this information is just a way to feel like we are in control of the way our children's lives turn out. We try to protect and nurture them so that nothing bad ever happens, but the reality is that the world will never be safe. They will know pain; our best course of action is not to shield them from that truth, but help them prepare.
You hear of children being abducted constantly. Not only is the world around us not as safe as it was when I was a child, what's in our homes isn't either. Now we know things that are harmful that our parents had no idea about like second-hand smoke and lead based paint. We hear of bad parents all the time who left their child in the car or home alone...but didn't our parents do the same things? I know that I would be out playing for hours, and my mom didn't think anything of it. No one ever got hurt aside from getting hit by a ball or falling and skinning their knee. Now, you can't take your eyes off of your children, because of the fear that something bad might happen. And also because of the belief that you're a bad parent if you don't always have your eyes on your child.
There is so much pressure from the time you conceive. There are choices about whether you want a midwife or doctor to deliver the baby, home birth or hospital birth. What kind of stroller, car seat, crib and other baby necessities are the best? Will mom nurse the baby or bottle feed? Who will be best to watch the baby? What is the right decision about going back to work? Of course, there are articles that will convince you of what is best until you read an opposing one and then get thoroughly confused. This is just the beginning, of course. As the child grows, there are decisions to make about school, extracurricular activities and how to handle relationships they form. It sounds exhausting, doesn't it?
It seems that our society has become one in which parents no longer feel support from family as they once did. Now, we Google it. We find the answers on discussion boards and social media sites where we get answers from people we haven't seen in years or complete strangers. Grandparents often live in different states as do extended family. Our own broken families have left us with few family members that we are close to. Friends provide support, but they are often busy with their own families.
I look at my little baby and wonder; will we be able to help her navigate the world without fear? Will we be able to give her the freedom she needs to try and fail? Will we be able to let go of our need to protect her in times when God gives her opportunities to fly? If we are fearful something bad will happen to her, she will be, too.
I think of John 16 when the thought of her being hurt pierces my heart. Jesus told the disciples his time with them had ended. They would face death, but the Holy Spirit would be with them. He told them they would have trouble in this world, but he has overcome the world.
I know our time raising our daughter is short. There will be times when we need to step back. She will need to learn that no matter the troubles she has in this life, Jesus has overcome. It is in his name she will suffer. Who are we, as parents, to stand in the way? Jesus didn't protect the disciples from ever knowing suffering or pain. The Father did not protect Jesus. And it was all because of love. It was all because God loves us so much, he knew hell itself must be endured to save us from the destiny we deserve.
I hope that we raise our daughter to be confident enough to say she would die instead of deny the name of Christ. We can't save her from every uncomfortable circumstance for that to happen. We have to allow her to face her fears. I would walk through fire, stand in front of a firing squad or lay on train tracks if it meant saving my child. What is much more difficult is to know she is going to get hurt and do nothing about it.
I think we need to stop worrying ourselves so much over what we need to do as parents and focus more on what we need to stop doing. We may need to stop working so much so we can spend more time with our kids. They want us more than they want stuff. We may need to enjoy our children in the middle of the mess and chaos and stop trying to make our lives look like our Pinterest page. We need to just stop trying to be something we aren't. God loves us stripped of all of our stuff, status and make-up. We need to reflect that to our kids.
Children really are a great example of Christ's love. They are born loving us parents unconditionally, warts and all. It really is amazing what they teach us if we stop all of the activity and give them room to be. Sit in the classroom of your child. The kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.
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