I guess when you're pregnant, you're brain turns into mush. That seems to be what's happening to me anyway. I also seem to get upset (crying or angry) over things much more easily. I was already an emotional person, so this is really fun. It's like my brain is in a fog.
I think just knowing you are pregnant brings about so much emotion. There is anxiety and excitement just with the knowledge that inside of you is a life that is growing and changing everyday. Then, you add the hormones on top of that. Wow! Some days I want to cry all day. Some days I want to yell at people all day. And some days, I want to do both.
Regardless of how crazy I feel, the thought that I can be a small part of God's creation, whom he knew before the world began and is knitting together at this very moment, is worth every hormonal outburst. I don't know what the future holds. God knows all too well how terrible it would be for a person like me to know the future. I wouldn't be able to plan enough for it or not stress out about it. I thank God for each moment this child is with us.
I think just knowing you are pregnant brings about so much emotion. There is anxiety and excitement just with the knowledge that inside of you is a life that is growing and changing everyday. Then, you add the hormones on top of that. Wow! Some days I want to cry all day. Some days I want to yell at people all day. And some days, I want to do both.
Regardless of how crazy I feel, the thought that I can be a small part of God's creation, whom he knew before the world began and is knitting together at this very moment, is worth every hormonal outburst. I don't know what the future holds. God knows all too well how terrible it would be for a person like me to know the future. I wouldn't be able to plan enough for it or not stress out about it. I thank God for each moment this child is with us.
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